Myself

Its kinda hard to describe myself, even though I know me better then anybody else.

At times I feel so lost in such a huge world, that I wonder if I'll ever find myself.

I have different types of moods, on different types of days, towards different types of people.

I think of myself of somewhat out going, but very shy and closed at the same time.

People tell me that its unlikely to not see a smile on my face maybe because I try to look on the brighter side of life & not shade so many tears.

Though I struggle to try to please everyone, I find I have mix feelings about myself, at times.

I wonder at times what it would be like family wise if I was to past and leave them behind. Would

They cry, smile, hurt and feel sorrow for me, only time will tell.

I think its very funny & sad how fast I get respect on just looks alone. Its sad that we live in a world where people are treated, based & judge by the color of their skin, culture, or apprence. But that's life, so they say and only I can give my opinion.

Threw out this poem I have mainly pointed out the bad points of my thoughts, but don't be confused.

I know who I am, where I come from & what I'm about. I am very proud of myself, because I'm a very young, respected, open minded, educated, cultred women.

I love myself & other around me.

So I say to me-myself- and I. I think I finnally know myself

By Christina V